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I Agree With Shelby

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 20, 2008, 8:32 PM
Well, Moriah pick up your damn phone. I've got something to tell you. And the rest of us(the rest of us being Lindsey, Ronney, Kay, Steph, Dami, and I) kind of wanted to talk to you. I think you know why. And if you don't. I'm sure your last journal can explain it all for you. After all, you started it.


Because I'm not even sure if you're going to read my comment on your journal or any of the rest of it for that matter because you're not one to face up to the shit of a mess you create. No wait...I take that back. You do. By seemingly making it worse than it already was.


So like the title says I agree with Shelby and a few of Natasha's and Jeanette's comments.

And like I said before you fucked up. And now you are so fucking screwed. The internet wasn't the place for that and it was very bad timing...so now I have no fucking idea what you're going to do.

You really need to stop this whole "Listen to me because I've been through shit" stuff. And the whole "The whole world's against me and they're all wrong" shit. Shove it up your ass, okay?

They've got no reason to believe you and they've got no reason not to believe you either. So shut up. If they're your "friends", then you've got to trust them enough that they'd make the right decision. And if they just choose not to make it at this moment, don't hold it against them.

As for people dying. Shit like that happens to us everyday. We have to learn to get over that. I know it's hard for you but you have to remember everybody else lost someone too. I was there the day Trey died. And that same day we lost Kailey and Chris too, so you're not exactly alone there.

I really don't know what happened to you these past few months. You went from the girl everybody loved to an empty ghost of yourself. You don't even look the same. Or say the same things. Or do the same things for that matter. It's like you died along with Adie.

Maybe that's it. Maybe it was Adie. I don't know much about the first few months that Adie and Danny decided to make themselves known to your "friends", but I kind of wonder if the friendships that you had started and ended with Adie. Like maybe you were in them because of Adie and not because of you...

You already know my whole opinion on the "friends" thing. I don't like them. I tolerate them and protect them because of you. So all those sleepless nights standing guard over their houses is all your fault. I agreed with Lea on the topic of what you should've have done. And I still think you should do that. It would make this all so much easier if you just...left for awhile...Deny yourself Shadow, packed your bags, and just disappeared...Maybe you should just go to Europe this summer like we planned. And just stayed there with Blake and Joe for awhile...Gain a bit more of solid ground. And get yourself back together...

I don't know what to do anymore. Or how to handle you anymore. At all. You're not all there anymore and sometimes you just...snap...like you did in your journal or I find you just don't care anymore and you quit...It scares me. A lot. Because I don't know if I'm going to wake up and hear from somebody that you slit your wrists or hung yourself...

So...yeah....I kind of hope you read and let someone else take care of you for awhile instead of doing it yourself....then....maybe...it'll be alright.

Don't get mad at your "friends" or the people who tried to help, okay? Just listen...they listened to you...return the favor...

And do me a favor and look in the mirror...and just think for awhile...about that poem that Adie wrote, the one on the mantle at the Loft...

  • Mood: Scared
  • Listening to: Volcanoes
  • Reading: Waves
  • Watching: Boarding
  • Playing: Surfing
  • Eating: Beach
  • Drinking: Heat

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: California
  • Interests: surfing, skateboarding, saving the world from people like you
  • Favourite movie: not available
  • Favourite band or musician: Walking Over Graves
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, punk
  • Favourite artist: Danny and Adie
  • Favourite poet or writer: Adie and Moriah
  • Favourite photographer: Danny and Moriah
  • Favourite style of art: not available
  • Operating System: not available
  • MP3 player of choice: not available
  • Shell of choice: do you not get this?
  • Wallpaper of choice: must not.
  • Skin of choice: are you robotic?
  • Favourite game: I have a robot.
  • Favourite gaming platform: His name is Buddy
  • Favourite cartoon character: my friends created him
  • Personal Quote: Surfing on waves= life
  • Tools of the Trade: Do you want a robot?

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~3an:icon3an: Apr 7, 2008, 2:33:16 PM
Have you smiled today, Al?

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Look out the window. You see that city out there? Guess what? It's yours for the taking. It belongs to you. You are the future. Someday, they'll be writing about you in textbooks. What do you want them to say?
~WaterCrickett:iconWaterCrickett: Mar 23, 2008, 12:21:38 PM
lawl.....for some odd reason this should be a quote...it's just struck a funny note :XD:
~Mango921:iconMango921: Jan 21, 2008, 10:10:28 AM
I can't decide if I hate you more or Holden....nah, I definitely hate Holden more, what am I talking about?

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
~Cutting-Deeper:iconCutting-Deeper: Dec 27, 2007, 12:20:51 PM
It's a wonder how we've gotten this far...how we knew that we'd get here. And today, we are finally free.

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No matter how hard it gets, don't let go.
~Mango921:iconMango921: Dec 11, 2007, 12:57:47 PM
I hate you. MINE!!!! -grabs Danny-

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
~CrazyPeopleWars:iconCrazyPeopleWars: Dec 10, 2007, 5:50:33 PM
yola, stranger.

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Xanitha Bananitha
~But I'll keep my true thoughts locked, inside my heart's black box.


:juggle:
~3an:icon3an: Nov 23, 2007, 1:20:11 PM
:hug:

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Look out the window. You see that city out there? Guess what? It's yours for the taking. It belongs to you. You are the future. Someday, they'll be writing about you in textbooks. What do you want them to say?
~RavenSetFree:iconRavenSetFree: Nov 22, 2007, 10:52:46 AM
It's amazing...

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~RavenSetFree:iconRavenSetFree: Nov 22, 2007, 10:52:39 AM
YOU'RE ONLINE!!

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~Mango921:iconMango921: Nov 21, 2007, 5:34:30 PM
Don't be idle, hun.

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
~SimplyMe1216:iconSimplyMe1216: Nov 7, 2007, 9:25:09 AM
Hey Greg. You don't know me.

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~Mango921:iconMango921: Oct 23, 2007, 5:38:59 PM
It's a wonderful, wonderful life...why'd you have to say goodbye?

Get on more, Greggy. :P

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
~3an:icon3an: Oct 23, 2007, 1:44:30 PM
Hello Gregory. How's the waves on the other side of the country?

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Look out the window. You see that city out there? Guess what? It's yours for the taking. It belongs to you. You are the future. Someday, they'll be writing about you in textbooks. What do you want them to say?
~Mango921:iconMango921: Oct 17, 2007, 1:49:31 PM
Nope its all an illusion to play with your mind.

Everything...im telling you...an illusion.

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
~got2bbb:icongot2bbb: Sep 10, 2007, 3:25:53 AM
today is free hug day:

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

*HUG*

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ALL THAT THE PHANTOMS ASKS OF YOU
DOOO
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DO
DOOOO
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Hello, My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die.
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~Mango921:iconMango921: Jul 15, 2007, 2:10:58 PM
I have nipples, Greg. Could you milk me?

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
~Mango921:iconMango921: Jul 13, 2007, 1:20:21 PM
Oh, really? Gregory, honey, I obviously said that before I was with Danny. XD

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
~RavenSetFree:iconRavenSetFree: Jul 10, 2007, 6:44:03 AM
Okay then.

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~42blanksinabarrel:icon42blanksinabarrel: Jul 9, 2007, 7:23:26 PM
I think that'll be enough.
~RavenSetFree:iconRavenSetFree: Jul 9, 2007, 7:18:52 PM
Four times. One for each season. :P

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~42blanksinabarrel:icon42blanksinabarrel: Jul 9, 2007, 7:16:00 PM
So I can get on twice a year and that will be alright?
~RavenSetFree:iconRavenSetFree: Jul 9, 2007, 7:13:36 PM
It's okay, just as long as you get on once and a while. ^_~

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~42blanksinabarrel:icon42blanksinabarrel: Jul 9, 2007, 7:09:25 PM
Thanks that what I need...a tag.
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